Many Things Are Against Me Today, I Mustn't Further Spoil My Day.

Today's monday, and its 1.42pm now.
And im not teaching.
There goes $65 and i gonna waste the day ahead.
Before i begin ranting,
the greenview sch bell should have rung/be ringing/be ringing soon.
have my fav students spent their time in sch wisely?
):

EPPS called, or rather cecillia the admin staff called.
She's very nice to me, i always feel comfortable talking to her.
She asked me to teach today and tml.
Obviously im free but i said tml i might not be able to make it.
wad the hell sia im regretting ):

Cos i tot, next week is Ns alr,
this week is probably the last i will see jiarui,
and all other sec 4 normal ad students.
(i have been to all 3 sec4 normal ad classes and know many of them!)
I tot, wad if greenview calls tml???
If i turn down the offer (like again) i might just lose the last chance of seeing them!
And everyday usually got many relief teachers at EPPS one
(at the general office got this file i can check),
was quite certain even i turn this 2days down later sure got tcher MC for a day or sth.
BUT YES BLOODY HELL DUN HAVE EH!
Feel like killing myself its like throwing away $65 myself,
or throwing away 3 clothings. ):

bloody heeeeellll.
Ok i mustn't waste the day today. i will study korean.
i will stop thinking bout this.
i guess i will be thankful if greenview really calls tml.
BUT IF NO SCH CALLS ME TML, REALLY SO DAMN NOT FATED,
i will just be freaking pissed, upset,
and will scream like mad at home.
Wed, thur children's day somemore.
SKALI NO INCOME FOR THE ENTIRE WEEK AR.
UGHHHHHHHHHHHH. ):):

I wanna get children's day/exam encouragement gifts for my dearest greenview kiddies, also to thank them for bringing so much joy to my life. BUT I HAVE NO IDEA WAD TO BUY. seriously everything is against me today.

[edit at 9.14PM]
1. 3 百万小学堂 kiddies came 百万大歌星, MY DEAREST 丁丁 IS SO CUTE!!!!!! DID U WATCH???

2. Skyped with bro for the first time ever since he left. He said when he went NY he saw Coach and there wasnt anyone but cos he doesnt know wad bag i want he din go in. Apparently montreal doesnt have Coach. He said the branded stores like gucci and coach always must q to go in, so when there wasnt anyone he tot it was quite fated but still he din go in. There's this shop there that the teenagers frequent. He bought a red/coral bag for me (cant see properly) for US$5 hah.

3. Lastly, hmm i wld like to thank God. I studied korean today like i have a test coming up. Studied on the bed initially and eventually my head rested on the pillow. AND JUST ALL OF A SUDDEN, i dunno why i woke up and had the urge to study, i grabbed all my bks and sat at the table and studied for bout 4.5hrs. i even ate my dinner and study simultaneously, haven done that for so long!! How amazing, when u like the subject, u really can go on and on... God knows i had a terrible morning and did not let me waste my day away ((: THANKYOU, BUT IT WILL BE FANTASTIC IF I CAN HAVE MORE DAYS AT GREENVIEW THIS WEEK (: