Bent On Actuarial Science At NTU (for now)

Feeling damn tired now.
Whole body aching AND I TOTALLY HATE THIS.
Whoa alot of things to talk bout.


#1 Perfect guy
As mentioned in previous post, on mon he returned a shocked slight smile.
For this week, we smile to each other at least once each day,
except for fri, when he was walking towards my table.
We had eye contact when he was at my table,
but i immediately look away.
DAMN, so paiseh! Shld have just smiled.
U KNOW U KNOW ON TUE WAS LIKE THE BEST.
i was bout to open the door from inside but he opened it from outside,
we both shocked tio!
But he "HEY! HI!" me!
Once again i dunno how to respond, wad i shld say,
we cant stand there and start talking also mah..
Nevertheless that was greaaaaaaat :D

We never had the fate to go home tgt. (random)
i have the impression that
- he is 21 this yr, just ORD-ed and hence working there. (like justin)
- he is a temp, from his dress sense etc.
- (supposing he really is a temp, meaning he can leave at 5.30 everyday) he stays in office till so late cos he is waiting for his gf to knock off or finish her lessons. hah its not think too much, its just wad i feel. i dunno how late he stays till tho.. cos after 5.30 i have no reason to go over to his office cos mail room will be closed by then.. So after 5.30 i will look out for his silhouette more often, and immediately look up to see whoever walks past me -- but to a huge disappointment every time.

#2 This ah-mah at clinic..
Was at the clinic and this ahmah started chatting with me.
She's 70 this yr but still looks quite gd (:
She actually cried when talking bout her children... i was rather lost. ):

She: My children are all overseas. One of them is a reporter.. She often has to go to dangrous places like bombing areas. Im always worried for her...

Tears welled up in her eyes...
(btw i cant catch where all her children are, cos she said the countries in chinese and i dun quite know wad they are)

She: Its gd that you are in spore.. Your parents wont have to worry bout u. I told them i was sick (din catch wad illness), they just told me to rmb and must visit a doctor.. hey are u married?
Me: No no, im only nineteen! (tot she will reply "19 cannot get married meh")
She: oh.. my eldest daughter is alr 42 and she's still not married. You must really consider all the guys who woo you, otherwise it may be too late and you might regret later..

We talked quite abit, above are just the excerpts. She said a loud bye and gave me a wide smile.

Well, i did think bout wad she said.
In the past, i have always treated studies as the most impt and gave up on alot (be it people, events, gatherings). I dun regret it i think. i know its not like i really achieved gd results after giving up so much but i just think results might be worse if i had not given them up.

I really think reciprocated love is hard to achieve cos it requires the male party to pluck up lotsa courage. (female can also la but rarer and not for me hah) So yes, most of the time its just a one-sided affair, be it myself or to the other party. During the rarer times when its not, i chose studies and not them cos i think i shldnt get distracted. i dunno if those were right moves but im leaving everything to fate and shan't bother.

Eh i have talked too much bout myself.
Yes i believe all relationships (friendship, love life etc) can be decided by fate.
AIYA WHY AM I TALKING BOUT ALL THESE RUBBISH!!

#3 NTU talks
Boring and useless, i feel.
Could have give it a miss and just read bout the courses online.
Khyrul u know i wld meet u at the sports science and management talk hah cos u said u interested in this.
The one at 11 was too packed so the lecturer arranged another at 2, which we went.
i think we were just late for a min but we had to stand alr.
i decided to go out and wait for dido and far cos must stand. (biang! so spoilt!)
After coming out i regretted it cos the lecturer was v cute hahaa.
But they came out very soon sweating like mad HAH!
Quoting dido after i asked y din she stay,
the lecturer so cute and she wanted to know more bout this course
"Ya he cute la but he like talking to the floor and himself and inside so hot!"
Ya he was so soft cant attract my attention.

But quite cool to meet many pri, sec, jc friends.
All of which meet alr dunno how to react (even when meeting sj! cos we with our own friends la),
its just,*wide smile* "hello!!!", then dunno wad to say alr.
Jocelyn (tp, tkgs 4/8 and prefect) so sociable, unlike me.
After we waved to her, she came over and talked to us.
Maybe cos relief teaching has helped her in speaking out.
So envious of her! She earns so much!
$65 per day w no transport fees required and just needs 5 mins to get to the sch!
And she gets to handle all kinds of classes.
Sometimes malay classes, so just go in give out worksheets.
excluding meals, transport fees, i only earn bout $48 per day!
Felt quite sad over this hah but right now ok la.
i shld experience the kind of job i think i will have in future,
and not just work just cos of the money.

I will be jobless for may and june (supposing i get into a local uni),
it will be gd if i can experience relief teaching in may then june rest.
Dunno if sj me sab really going taiwan not. FELI U WAN COME?? HAA.
sab damn onz, i was onz then too, but right now i cant bear to part w the money.
i wld have bout $7000 in my bank acc by Apr,
after this TW trip, i think it will be reduced by half!?
Even if sit lousy flights like Jetstar i think need a few hundreds!
Plus accommodation yada yada...
Whoa.. heart pain!

Another super cool girl is sheng jie! (who has such slim n fit legs which im envious of!!!)
After As she has been studying accountacy.
After this course she will be able to help in her father's company.
I THINK COOL SHIT CAN.
this holiday for her is indeed well spent!

btw i cant wait for NTU open house!!!
feli sab sj are u all going?
Oh yes that time i went NTU i did see the Business Sch!
If only i can get in. Then i will go to sch with bro next yr. (he's going NIE soon)
Then i can meet his crazy friends which i luv (:
I think with them, the crazy bus/train journey will be more bearable ((:

#3 Random pts
1. 谢霆锋 and 张柏芝 is like a prefect couple.

2. Christopher Lee's father passed away, so sad.

3. Minghao the muscleman is the only one who responded to my msn msg of "pls tell me ur no. cos i lost my contacts". 07S401, sighs, we were so close then. now no fate to meet up etc. i think will be damn awkward too!!

4. Ytd night ch8 has these 2 FREAKING NICE MOVIES!!!!!!
At 11pm, planned to sleep but after watching the start of this movie and luffing like nuts, i decided to stay awake to watch it. There are funny parts, sweet, SUPER TOUCHING parts etc. i think its a HK movie, DAMN NICE :DDD

The one at 1am started off boringly but somehow i cont watching it despite the fatigue. After watching bout half an hour, i began to realise how freaking cool the movie is. Its like SECRET! the jaychou movie! Gigi Leung and Ken Zhu(from F4) were talking to each other on radio phones, this super ancient thing, shant elaborate on how each of them got this. They coincidentally were from the same uni. They agreed to meet in front of this huge statue in their sch.

Gigi: Oh the one which the painters are re-painting now?
Ken: (puzzled) Re-painting? is it?

The next day, Ken stood in front of the statue for 2 hrs, IN THE SUPER HEAVY RAIN, but she din appear! At night, they were talking to each other on the radiophones again.

Gigi: (v nicely) Why didnt u come today, i waited for u for v long. It was so hot and i had so much dust on me cos of the re-painting..
Ken: (angrily) I STOOD IN THE RAIN FOR SO LONG JUST FOR U!
Gigi: It wasnt even raining today can u stop lying?

This argument cont for a while. But they were fine later.

Gigi: Im a third yr student.
Ken: Oh s0 u are older than me! Im a Yr 1 student.
Gigi: Not necessarily, i was enrolled into the sch in 1979, wad bout u?
Ken: Dun lie, so u mean im talking to an old lady right now?? i was enrolled in AD 2002!

Shit sorry i cant get the years right. AD means wad? Haaa. The pt is, Ken was actually talking to Gigi, someone who lives a century ago or decades or sth. Decades sounds more right. No wonder Gigi went for operas instead of movies. Well, i din finish the show cos too tired. Cant understand the show fully. BUT YES I ENJOYED IT I HOPE TO FINISH WATCHING IT! But lazy to find on youtube or tudou la..

Cant think of wad else to add..
Will edit when i rmb la.
May i have a good rest today and be all ready for next week's fun and challenges.
You too!
Oh yes sj enjoy ur last week at east view! :D