101th Post.

Today's spent at home again - thus feel v useless and aimless...
Typing this as im enjoying this tub of ice cream,
as in i scooped a portion into a small cup of cos,
and i tell u, it's so damn yummy.
Once i sanked my teeth into it i cldnt stop eating!
But i still control myself to one cup per meal for fears of expanding horizontally.
The flavour is Tin Loaf Brownie.
My eng is too lousy so i cant fully describe how awesome it tastes.
It really made me feel better somehow.

i was reading this mag that came with the newspaper My First Degree.
There is a new issue every four mths but the contents is always roughly the same -.-
We got one when we received our As results too.
The mag introduces many diff kinds of unis and scholarships.
To my amazement, there are so many kinds of scholarships for teaching!!!
The govt really spends alot on education.
It's only after reading this mag that i realise, if i had studied hard, scored well,
i cld have applied for this and lessen my parent's financial burden.
But obviously it's too late,
i really blame the family members/sch/etc for not sharing this with me,
i think its a super big motivation can!!!!

This new-found ambition of mine came a tad too late.
If i realised i liked teaching,
if i found out there are many teaching scholarships and how much the govt can offer,
i really wld have studied harder for As.
The dream of being an air stewardess almost died as im immensed in the joy of teaching,
seeing how the kiddies enjoy themselves while doing work,
how enthu and spontaneous they always are.

Teaching upper sec math is my fav so far,
cos the qns arent so lame like pri sch qns:

"Carrie bought 15 tarts and share them equally with 2 of her friends. How many tarts did each person get?"

Dunno if it's my explanation that's lousy or the children are 'slower',

"Teacher, 15 can be divided by 2 meh?"

"Carrie + 2 friends = three persons right?"

Dun really like lower sec math as im not familiar with some chaps,

like sets! whoa so long nv do alr!!

I feel more shiokness teaching upper sec math!
but compound interest and indirect prop qns freaks me out at times.

Ultimate shiokness is when the students are all doing diff math practice qns,

every student who raises his/her hand ask a diff qn,

it's expected that i quickly solve it on the spot and explains to him/her,

and when i could do it, it's WAHOOOOOOO! :D

Other than being an AS, being a sec sch tcher,

another thing that i hope to achieve in life is to study overseas!!!!

i will apply for nie dip soon. i said this so long ago.

i must be like liting, i must 看得开。

So wad else does My first Degree say?

It's like one page of introducing this scholarsip recipient, next is introing the uni.

The guy who received the SIM one mentioned sth i tot was meaningful.

He said things like sch is v busy,

but sch has the gym and all sorts of activities to help him relax,

and he enjoys everything still as he prefers being kept busy than to be idiling.

OK DAMN THIS PARAGRAPH IS V INCOHERENT.

Crux is, i miss being kept busy too.

I DUN MISS STRESS AND PIMPLE BREAKOUTS,

i just want to be busy, to wake up with a purpose and agenda for the day,

to accomplish many things daily, to feel useful, then hit the bed and have a gd sleep at 11pm.

Ironic thing is, if i want to be busy i cant sleep at 11 -.-

im free to decide how my life should be.

Ending off with this, jiarui's twin in my opinion. But nose less sharp abit, hair cooler than this, no eye bags, thats bout it ba. I really think if he goes to a 脸比脸 show he will win.