Aint Worried, Will Accept The Path God Set For Me (:

How shld i start blogging?
Shall just list the main pts.

1) Letter from ntu that they din accept me. Family members more upset than me. But im glad that they arent worried wadsoever, cos im not. Appealling for Math. Have decided to not go for private unis.

2) I totally hate the weather. Like right now its like hot wind blowing from the fan UGHHH. i hate how much i will sweat while waiting for Bus 34 then at the airport i freeze like anything. So stupid.

3) Note to self: rmb to visit Coach to check out feli's wristlet and the colourful bags. And also, must rmb to check out C&K when working at T3 next time. SO MANY NICE SHOES AND BAGS WHICH I DUN SEE OUTSIDE!!!

4) OH U KNOW, that time i went for the vaccination injection at this posh recreation club at the airport. i nv knew that place existed, must walk a secret pathway hah. then i met this uncle. I was in tp pe shirt. So he talked to me randomly and asked things like u waiting for uni ar blah blah. Then he said,

"Aiya uni v easy to get in one la... Just get A and B for all ur subjects can alr... But of cos if u get worse than that then of cos cant get in la..."

I WAS LIKE =.= STUPID SIA OF COS I KNOW IF U GET A&Bs CAN GET IN EASILY LA WHO DUNNO THAT.

5) I bet SMU and NUS will be rejection letters as well. U know i din expect anything gd for my future when i had to spend my jc years in TP. Didnt you realise that those who make it big are from good schs??? Only like 5% are not i guess. A good JC is SO IMPT. Even bro agrees. He knows two other girls going McGill this aug. And he said he is v scared of them u know!!! Cos one is from VJ and the other NJ. He says those from gd schools are simply different, they think fast and absorb quickly all that! During lessons they stand out cos.. i dunno how to put it. u get wad i mean right.

6) At T3, whenever an SQ air steward/stewardess walks past, i will just quickly turn my head and look at them feeling so envious, wishing to be one of them... SIGHS. At T1 i will see mostly ASs from emirates. the uniform so ugly!

Shop was quiet ytd, talked alot w RHM, whose daughter was from tp and now she's in NUS social sci i think. She told me how her daughter's bf's parents despise her in the beginning cos of diff family backgrounds. The bf's parents are PhD holders and the bf is from VJ, smart and rich. But now his parents like her alot and his mum often asks the daughter to go shopping with her!! SWEET ISNT IT??? Then i asked RHM does her daughter stay in a hostel she says no, bf chauffers her to sch everyday. SO NICE RIGHT. AND U KNOW, bnt's model beatrice's frens are so rich also! Why do the guys own a sport car/normal car??? Walao freaking cool to have frens like that can! They are just uni students but so freaking rich! Why???

Then everytime got ASs walk past, RHM and i will keep commenting, ESP HER.
EH BTW OMG THE AIR STEWARDS ARE GD LOOKING OK AND SO TALL!!!
the young ones la. AND THE PILOTS OHMY SO SEHHHH HOT LA!
"Whoa that one walk v weird hor, not nice."
"That one plump leh she wear the uniform not nice."
"Her butt so big not nice lo!"
"That one no figure. Not nice."

7)
khyrul says: hope nus accept u
khyrul says: =D
khyrul says: or u appeal successfully
kENdRA >>> thanks tho i doubt so. thanksss
khyrul says: or u become a stewardess
khyrul says: whatever it is u want
kENdRA >>> YAYYYYY
kENdRA >>> i like that most

It's so hard to chase ur dreams ): Cos of recession heard SQ not hiring. And family members ESP BROS say u will be led astray if u be an AS!!!! WTH RIGHT. Everything also led astray. EVEN STAYING IN HOSTEL. ok fine the latter i can understand why BUT WAD BOUT BEING AN AS! for gdness sake i wun smoke just cos many do!!! AND HOW ELSE WILL I BE LED ASTRAY, ENLIGHTEN ME.

i have two neighbours, whom we arent close to, who are ASs. One is just a few yrs older than us, one alr married w kids. U KNOW WHENEVER MY BRO SEES THE FORMER HE ALWAYS CUMS BACK AND SAYS, walao she's really pretty and elegant, cant believe she is the sister of her weird looking bro. I nv knew how she looked like. BUT ONCE WHILE WAITING FOR THE LIFT, i met her! i see her i felt my heart thump!! She went to buy food home.

U KNOW ASs ARE JUST DIFF!! YES SHE IS SO PRETTY, SO ELEGANT, DESPITE WEARING SIMPLE CLOTHES. SHE WENT INTO THE LIFT FIRST, ASKED ME WHICH LEVEL, I THANKED HER, SHE SAID NO PROBLEM SWEETLY W A SMILE. I LUV HOW POLITE THEY ARE OK. SIGHS.

Since im not the material for studying (hah direct translate from bu2shi4du2shu1de4liao4 is it right?) and dun have much interest in it, perhaps i shld just graduate w an Alevels cert and attempt being an AS.

7) My uni apps are not even settled and the family is planning so many activities. Cos my dad's retiring this yr so we decided to use our last free air tix for A380. But A380 doesnt go many countries, now we are ballotting for Hokkaido in mid june, dunno whether can get AND DUNNO IF CHOMEL CAN GIVE ME ONE WK OFF OHMY SO SCARY. imagine i cant. (OH EH IF IM AN AS MY FAMILY WILL CONT HAVING FREE AIR TIX!!) But the idea of being completely naked and go into the hot spring w many jap babes horrifies me.

Then my bro asked if i want to go bangkok w he and his frens in july. YES HIS FRENS! I HIGHED LO ITS THE GRP OF V FUNNY ONES WHOM I WENT NTU WITH!!! I alr decided that if i get to study math in spore then i will go with him, so as to burst my bigger wardrobe for uni. HMMM OR MAYBE I SHLD JUST GO - i only know how to spend money): U know go bangkok on SQ the air tix is like $120 according to bro, dunno how true it is. EH CHEAPER THAN FELI'S WRISTLET HAH! Why so cheap ar... SQ business class he say one air tix is bout $2000?!?! THEN FIRST CLASS WAD, $4000!?!?

shld i make this blog private cos i talked too much bout others. tho only feli and sj read it. i shall do that when im v free or v bored. oh yes and set up fb acc and airport gd food list for sj hee. Nowadays haven been able to blog often cos bro needs his laptop for reports. And hafta use airport's for online shopping.

Am leaving. Not vacuuming and magicleaning the whole house today cos not dirty. i was really happy when i did that last off day! IM STILL CUT OUT FOR BEING A HOUSEWIFE! i thank chomel for making me enjoy keeping a place clean and realise how gd magiclean is(: EH BTW I LUV THE 7PM KOREAN SHOW!! THEN AT 8 GOT THIS SHOW WHOSE GUESTS IS FLH ON CH56 IM SO FATED TO WATCH IT OK!!! COS IM OFF TODAY!! THANK GOD! Have a great wk ahead! Will update when i receive more rejection letters hah.