I Will Figure Out Where Im Heading To Soon.

#1
i guess ytd was my last day for Chomel. i achieved wad i wanted - to leave the company after earning the pay for two public hols. They hoped i could work longer tho, WAIT LONG LONG. With such lousy pay i actually stayed there for 4mths i cant believe it!!! FOUR MTHS OF MY YOUTH WASTED UGHHHHH!

#2
Was quite troubled over the changi vouchers that i will be getting soon. Since i no longer work in transit how m i gg to spend it? Colleagues wont buy from me since they alr have it AND I WOULD RATHER TEAR THEM AND THROW INTO THE BIN than to give it to them. Small social circle, no friends working in transit. i actually tot of asking khyrul to ask jordon (a schmate whom i dun know) to buy them from me, since he is working at police pass now. aiya but still... so paiseh. the vouchers should be bout $90 i think.

Let's all work for mich's christmas event this yr, hopefully u all arent bz with sch! (HOPEFULLY PAY NOT $6/HR) Otherwise i cant spend it... ): It's till end of the yr i guess...


#3
Met up with JC clique and it was fun-ner than usual outings. it's usually sian cos we always dunno where to go wad to eat and wad to do in this boring spore. That day we went two places i nv been to. ion orchard and iluma! the former is not suitable for someone penniless like me. And the place is too high class AND CROWDED LIKE MAD WHICH I CANT TAKE IT.

iluma is damn nice too looks v high class. Dined at the jap restaurant which du shi da fa xian intro-ed. Din exactly appreciate the high tech mike lookalike thing for ordering food. We still need the sissy waiter to help us with the ordering =.= Low efficiency, prices slightly dearer, average food, albeit gd ambience. The only dish that made me go wooooooowwww was the dessert!!! mango cua-bing! sweetness just right (frens found it too sweet tho), SUPER SMOOTH ICE CREAM, sweet fruits for $4.80, yep i enjoyed that alot. The sashimi looks damn gd but too ex. ): For sashimi it's more worth it to have a buffet than alacart.


#4
sheena is like living a qian jing xiao jie lifestyle now, who gets to stay at home and doesnt have to do housework even simple ones like washing of dishes. She's so carefree everyday and every sat she will ask her mum "MUMMY YOU KNOW TODAY'S WAD DAY?? IT'S GU JUNPYO DAY!!!!"


I think parents who cant afford to have too many children and yet still do so are v selfish to have not done any family planning. i really wished my parents have done that. If only i have a carefree, happy and fufilling lifestyle - duh who doesnt want that. If i want that i have to try to achieve that and not blog and then brood over it and feel so sick of life after that. No more working at airport, lesser dreaming of becoming an air stewardess. I will consider my youth not wasted only if this dream is achieved. Tough huh.


#5
11 aug; Everyone starts sch except me. Spoke to sab online who was complaining how much everything sucked and the girls are so pretty and she is depressed. "How can it be, at least there are many hunks around" "yucks, dun try" Maybe it's really just FASS la that has all the babes and hunks like wad bros say. Perhaps God din let me enter uni this yr cos the financial burden on my parents will be too huge. 2 bros in uni and dad's retiring. i should let the clever bros study and i shouldnt waste my/my parents' income. Cant go private too. i dun exactly know where im heading to.... Just lent my bro 2.4k. Online shopping ceases and outings reduced. Life from now on will be hundred times more mundane and meaningless. Who says money cant solve all probs and cant bring u happiness??? Maybe only Gu Junpyo will think so.

#6
Finally got the time to check out the student khyrul introed. Im really not confident of being a sec sch math tutor. i read his blog. Realised he has a rather complicated family background. And his english sounds gd. And he mentioned some weird topics like geometrical proving??!?! BIG SIGHS. wth is that. Think he is mixed blood. He mentioned he hoped his father wont travel and keep flying ard for meetings and events and that his mum only knows how to spend time with her bf??! maybe it din literally mean so, just a joke bout sth. And his mum bought a new phone recently and thats her fourth phone. Sounds rich, makes me less guilty for charging him $25 per hour when i myself am so sucky and inexperienced. He looks like a punky little boy who likes playing the guitar. And has a tongue stud. Is that wad u call it? He hasnt given me a confirmation that he wants this tuition tho.

Time to clean the floor. If only i get to do the things i want everyday.
Wait long long also dun have. My life is no bed of roses.