Afraid Of All The Comparisons That Gonna Be Made ):

SIGHS, we din talk today.
Its just a HI from him and i cldnt think of anything to talk ):

BUT. i talked quite a bit to the cute boy today!
After not smiling at him for so many days!
Cos we met at mailroom.
He was like HELLO! he is v smiley and high person.
V NICE to talk to!

him: ur results coming out ready right..
me: (shocked) how u know im waiting for results??

Other than him asking me wads my name the other time,
we have nv talked.
so i v shocked when he knows that.
and stupid la, i cant rmb his reply to that =.=
But after that i think i know y alr. read on..

him: here many temps waiting for results also ma..
me: Really??
him: YA, u think u the only one? hahaa.
me: No la i tot just a few only. Din expect is 'many'. Aiya they all damn dao. Want talk to them also hard.
him: eh ya ya ya. i tried smiling at them but they looked at me so shockly! u are the best la got smile back!
me: ya over here i only know jonathan...
(i din say jon cos i dun want them to have the idea that we like v close or sth.)
him: jonathan? HMPH.

I WAS V SHOCKED AT THE HMPH OK,
BUT I DUNNO Y I DIN ASK WHY HE LIKE SO AGAINST HIM,
i think cos i scared if i asked alot bout him he will ask
"WHY U KEEP TALKING BOUT HIM!?"

Ok i cant rmb our conver alr.
All along M was beside us and she got talk also but i cant rmb wad she said.
BUT I RMB ONE SENTENCE SUPER VIVIDLY!!!
"AIYA JONATHAN TALL AND HANDSOME MA..."
Cute boy actually dares to reply "EH I ALSO TALL AND HANDSOME WAD"
hahaaa ya he's quite funny.
HE IS LIKE SHORTER THAN ME HE DARE TO SAY HE TALL HAHAA.

This is the part of the conver which made me gross-ed out.

him: you know YK keep asking me to get ur number leh.

WTH SO HE MUST BE THE ONE TELLING HIM BOUT ME.
i will control myself and not have any vulgarities here.
I WAS IRRITATED THEN.
but i din show it and just "Oh really."
WTH IS LIKE WRONG WITH HIM RIGHT!?!?!?

Cute boy - keep calling him this cos i cant rmb/dunno his name! -
is a temp too,
waiting to go uni. SMU!!

him: eh u come SMU leh.. I dun have friends at SMU.
me: whoa i think its impossible i not rich enuf. Wad course u taking?
him: Business. Cant tell meh?? I LOOK LIKE A BUSINESSMAN WAD. u must tell me ur results k!

Then at 6pm he threw his paper cup after drinking into my dustbin,
when i heard it i stunned "eee who throw things into my dustbin??"
and turned and saw him and he smiled cutely at me, "BYE!"
whoa, appreciated that.
He usually takes his office exit one lo,
first time see him walk allll the way here and take from my office exit.
Wanted to leave w him if he asked "Not leaving yet?"
But since he din.. haaa.
i believe it will be a v fun trip home if we leave tgt! hahaa.
Like me and my younger bro go home.

AND WHOA,
it will be so nice if he jon me can have a lunch tgt before 3april comes!
k la k la think too far.
Somemore he like dun have a gd impression of jon!
I MUST FIND A CHANCE TO ASK HIM Y!!!!!

Other random pts.
#1 The colleagues have been "results this fri right(:" to me.
Then i will show a sian&sad face.
They will "Dont worry can pass one la.."
i tot to myself: CAN PASS? pass not enuf sia!
After which i will get v worried,
but then tell myself not to get worried,
cos bad or gd results, God made it happen for a reason!!!
Like how i told feli. i think it works v well!!
YES I WILL ACCEPT WADEVER I RECEIVE ON FRI CALMLY.
Must have no tears!

#2 Sighs. so there are many temps there.
People sure compare me and others.
BIG SIGHSSSSS. im confirmed the lousiest lo.
DAMN PAISEH ONE CAN ))):

#3 Helping someone pick up the pen she dropped and hence recieve a sincere thanks and wide smile from her is a WONDERFUUUUL thing ((:

#4 btw i can nv get to talk to feli!
cos when im online at night, she will be teaching tuition.
Then we just keep leaving each other offline messages haaaa.

Last day of work tml for this week.
TML I SURE GOT THINGS TO TALK TO JON.
i can like... "HEY ITS TMLLLLL!!! :D :D" him.
haa.

#5 一切完美2 begins tonight!!